I just thought i should add something new. I'm a little depressed lately. I have many problems, but what more important a lot of work to do. My school is killing me Dx I mean i dont have to learn and work so hard but i want to do my best - and that's my curse. Seriously i'm doing nothing else, only learning and learning.... i'm going crazy.
Anyway now its weekend, so i can take a breath (not for long).
I have problem with my network. I dont even know if this jurnal will be submitted. It's really frustrating! It's freaking me out when i came back to home and there is no network, DAMN. Of course when i need it the most, right? great - i tryed to call them, to fix it or something but they have switched off their phones - wtf?!
Ok, dont worry -speaking to herself- My dad said we will go to them to kick same asses TT - can't wait.

My dog had an accident. He's alive, but his leg falled out from hip. Now he is after operation, but still can't walk. It's so unfair. He looks so depressed - It makes me cry when i look at him! Also bad point of it is that it's so expensive to treat him....

I'm sick of living in our country. I mean i really love this place but disadvantage of living there is that i can't get to the doctor! I MUST, i feel like i wont stand it longer, i have really BIG problem and i dont know what to do!I'm not sure, but it looks like if i dont go now it can be to late. I think i must go privately, but i dont have much money. We spent a lot of them for a dog (yes in our country you must take care of it without any help from government!).

Im worried about my future. I dont know what to do in my life. Im interested in everything a little, so nothing specific. So what should i do? I thought about studing english, but now im not sure if i can manage. Im not so good in english.... Only read this jurnal - im sure i made a lot of mistakes.

Sorry for bother you (ofcourse if you read it) i just needed to speak it out...........